Thursday, June 26, 2008

Humility route

We lost power the other day. The office was dark and in minutes, it began to get hot. No wifi. We waited for over an hour. Still no power. We tried going to a nearby restaurant to have Internet access, but the blackout hit them, too.

Then I blurted out some words of wisdom.

"Ano ba ito? Walang koryente. Walang wifi. Walang boyfriend. Walang sex. Walang farm. Walang farmhouse. Walang fun!"

The whole barangay that is the office laughed.

Two of us went to Trinoma to work there instead. After a few hours, I decided it was stupid to be in the mall and not see Kung Fu Panda. My second movie this year. Hah!

The following day, with Jiminy da Cricket still in the casa, I decided to walk home.

Tomas Morato was fine. It's E. Rodriquez that's tough. The smell of diesel and fumes hurt even my smoker's lungs.

There's a slice of city life in every corner.

There was a family of seven having dinner in a corner which they converted into their room for the night. There was an old man with hollowed cheeks and sunken eyes lying sideways on a wooden bar staring at the people and traffic that passed him by. Could it be that he spent his life this way, staring at people and life and letting it all pass him by? Or did one wrong decision bring him here?

There was dog poop and an open manhole in front of an old church which looked stoic amid dozens of old trees.

There were people competing for the last available seat on a jeepney driven by a road maniac. What's waiting for them at home? Why are we all in such a hurry that we snarl at those who unintentionally block our way? Then we end up snapping at those we find waiting for us at home, which was why we were rushing home in the first place.

I walked home again last night.

I reacquainted myself with myself, where I was years ago, as a working student who didn't know if the universe would bother to support my weight.

These walks tell me this: "Ang arte-arte mo. Koryente at wifi lang ang nawala, akala mo pinagkaisahan ka na ng planeta. Huwag ka ngang drama queen!"

20 Comments:

Anonymous Penny Lane said...

"Ang arte-arte mo. Koryente at wifi lang ang nawala, akala mo pinagkaisahan ka na ng planeta. Huwag ka ngang drama queen!"
--->hahaha.
sakit ata 'yan nang marami. nating lahat. forgetting to count our blessings.

June 26, 2008 4:31 PM  
Blogger Rudy said...

Ako, lumalabas ang pagka-drama king ing ko pag wala ang lahat dibersyon ko. Ganyan lang siguro pag wala nang ibang magawa sa buhay... *sigh*

June 26, 2008 4:45 PM  
Blogger atticus said...

koryn, oo nga eh. dati naman naka-sked ang pag-internet ngayon parang nagha-hyperventilate na ang maraming gaya ko pag walang internet. asows.

June 26, 2008 7:39 PM  
Blogger atticus said...

rudy, mag-cross stitch ka kaya? o mag-aral ng kung fu? o mag-alaga ng panda?

mag-rally ka rin. save the whales? save the tartols?

cheaper gas? cheaper rice? cheaper sex? ahek.

June 26, 2008 7:40 PM  
Blogger galadriel said...

ay oa ka nga, ang happy nga na nakapanood ka ng kung fu panda. by the way, pangatlong movie mo na yon for the year. the first was desperadas and the second one was sex and the city. bilang na bilang ko haha!

June 26, 2008 9:38 PM  
Blogger Panaderos said...

Nakakabwiset talaga pag walang sex, este, walang kuryente pala. :D Nakakainit ng ulo, nakaka-depress, o kaya eh nakaka-frustrate.

Teka, come to think of it, iyan din pala ang mga nararamdaman ko pag walang sex! Nyek!

June 26, 2008 9:41 PM  
Blogger freakymadgirl said...

"Ano ba ito? Walang koryente. Walang wifi. Walang boyfriend. Walang sex. Walang farm. Walang farmhouse. Walang fun!"
--- ako wifi at kuryente lang ang meron. minsan may fun at .... (hihihi) farm !!!

June 27, 2008 2:22 AM  
Blogger atticus said...

galadriel, oo nga. naka-tatlo na ako this year. yipppeeee! i'm getting good at this.

akala ko dalawa pa lang. naalala ko, january nga pala when we had that margarita before the movie. and that damn sob (SOB!) story about that guy. hehe.

June 27, 2008 4:48 PM  
Blogger atticus said...

panaderos, a lot of stress can be traced to sex nga pala, ano?

either the absence of...or lousy sex.

hay. sex.

June 27, 2008 4:49 PM  
Blogger atticus said...

madel, nasosobrahan ka na yata ng sex.

hay. sex.

June 27, 2008 4:50 PM  
Anonymous Penny Lane said...

sex? ano 'yun?

June 28, 2008 12:17 AM  
Blogger atticus said...

koryn, sex? di mo alam? sandali, tawagan ko mga ex mo isa-isa at mabatukan sila.

June 28, 2008 9:52 AM  
Blogger Rudy said...

Cheaper sex? Saan? Saan? :-D

June 28, 2008 6:37 PM  
Blogger atticus said...

rudy, quiapo!

June 28, 2008 10:00 PM  
Blogger Rudy said...

Quiapo? Teka, di ba sa QC meron din pag gabi? Dun sa madilim na parte ng Quezon Ave...

June 28, 2008 10:20 PM  
Blogger atticus said...

ay naman. quiapo is cheaper daw. they look almost alive!

bwahaha! kidding!

June 28, 2008 10:56 PM  
Blogger baktin said...

"I reacquainted myself with myself, where I was years ago, as a working student who didn't know if the universe would bother to support my weight."

-sobering reminder that there has to be more to life than a 4x4 cubicle or a starbucks drink.

July 01, 2008 6:44 AM  
Blogger atticus said...

baktin, i'm bored. i'm so fucking bored. and i'm so fucking sick and tired of so many things. and yes, i'm so fucking angry these days.

July 01, 2008 11:36 AM  
Anonymous scout finch said...

salamat sa pagpapaalala.

July 08, 2008 11:30 AM  
Blogger atticus said...

scout, madalas din akong maakalimot, pramis.

July 08, 2008 4:10 PM  

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